Knit dress exploration....

We hv a subject called Draping in which v basically drape d fabric on a body form n make d fabric by jus pinning it along with d proper markings. After dat comes d stitching part....

Bt usually v don really hv 2 stitch d garment... Jus hv 2 pin it n show on d body form

D fit n d neatness of d work are wot mainly matters.

And dis is a dress i made in dis class yestday, using the knitted Jersey fabric. In addition 2 dat, i've used georgette dupatta as well..... Well d duppatta's story goes like dis....

We wer supposed 2 make an variation dress using d knitted fabric n since ma fabric was black, its hard 2 make any surface ornamentation done on it noticable unless its done wid a lighter color. N i din hv ne other fabric or nethin 2 make it look betta rather dan a plain garment.

Den i thot of trying ma dupatta wich i had worn 2 class dat day. N dat jus luked perfect, not 2 mention dat B&W z ma all time fvrt combi.

We wer supposed 2 make dis in 3 hrs n i cudnt afford 2 spend more time on thinking of a betta fabric n evn if i found 1, ma'am wudn't let us go outta d class until d break 2 get it. So i thot of manipulating d available resources 2 d core. :D

And den as d urface design, i made some bubble effect using marbles wich i had bought long bak. And evry1 loved it... :)

While buying d packet of dose marbles for 30 bucks, i had thot dat it cud b used in some display or smthin like dat 4 d decoration, wich i neva did. Den as i started thinkin dat it was nothin bt a waste of money, dis idea clicked in ma mind.... :)

M still not an outstanding student in ma class, bt frm dis i realized dat ma creativity hasnt died yet. Some residue is still der scattered down deep inside me. I jus hv 2 gather 'em 2gather n start makin d most outta it rather dan being a beezle bum!!!

2day ma'am evaluated d garment n i got d 2nd highest in d class. 8 1/2 on 10. D highest is 9 on 10. Sooo..... not a bad job i guess..... :))

Some of ma FID works of dis Sem

FID (Fashion Illustration & Design) is a subject we r being taught in our coll

Its all abt hw 2 draw human poses, garments, accessories n all.....

I used 2 hate dat sub... bt dese days it has a lil lighten up 4 me

So its fine.... Finally i've started finding it intersting

So here r some of ma recent work in dat subject

NY Boulevards

Its ma initial moodboard 4 Kids collection assignment

The theme was NY Boulevards.....

Its all abt d street culture in New York City... D most happening place on earth!!

I wanted 2 focus on d cool Hip-Hop culture n Graffiti, wich has always fascinated me..

Bt ma'am was like its a bit too much 4 a Kids collection

K fine.... Den made yet noder moodboard wid jus a lil bit changes in ma concept n showed her

It was like giving d same old stuff in a new bottle

N guess wot?? She loved it!!! :D

Harum - Scarum!!!

So dis z ma final Kids Wear Collection Moodboard..... Harum-Scarum!!!

Its a phrase wich is used 4 reckless n careless attitude

Its abt d whole boyish look.... Tom boy n all u c.....

N d rest r all d same..... Street wear wid elements of Hip-Hop n Graffiti....

N its Winter Collection

Ma Client Board

Its ma Client Borad 4 dis Harum-Scarum collection

M targeting d preteens, of both gender

4 d fun loving n carefree ppl.....

Ma Style Board

A style board is basically dat says d basic styles used in d collection

Like d main features n all.....

Since its a Winter collection, Jackets r an inevitable piece of garment

Hoodies, 'T's n Jeans r d highlights

The Trims n Prints Board

This is where v show all dose trims, accessories n all gonna b used

Basically d things gonna b used as adorn d surface of d garment

Cute badges r gonna look super cool here

N den Hip-Hop style caps too.........

As for prints, dats where d graffiti z gonna show up

Typography was always ma favrt....

N d classic checks cnt b 4gotten....

Dis was ma rough sketch 4 d Boys' garments

Alas i cudnt find ma fair work

Its somwer der in ma totally messy room

Finding it frm dat'll cost me a hell lotta time.... So lets jus satisfy wid ma rough work nw

I've neva really drawn guys.... So wasnt dat sure abt dis while i started wid dis theme

Bt i tuk a chance.... I think it was worth it

It mite not b too gud.... Bt not dat bad also....

Well dats wot i think

The Preteen Divas

Dis was jus noder class work

V wer supposed 2 make illustrations of kids of ne age grp

Since i had a prob wid drawing lil kids, I thot of d eldest of d Kids category

D illustrations is kinda k... Bt i hate d dresses i've drawn

Dats a total yakkk.... I mst admit

Well i wasnt in a gud mood @ all while drawing it

A gud mood is really necessary 4 me 2 giv a quality work

Ma Mid Term exam work

It was a 2 Hrs paper...

We wer supposed make a kids wear collection inspired by d trends forcasted 4 Spring/Summer 2010 with 2 illustrations, fabric swatches

Along wid a brief discription abt d theme chosen n d whole collection

Ma Illustration 4 d 'Munchkin Romance' Collection

Dis z not exactly d 1 i had submitted.....

Its wid ma'am

Dis z jus noder copy i made 2 show ma family

So der r a lil changes here n der....

4 d xam i had made a winter collection, bt here its a spring summer collection

Well no much differences hv been made in dis....

Jus dat i've changed d color palette

Munchkin Romance

Munckin means nothin bt kids only.... Its a Kiddy romance!!! Dat was ma theme

Its a spring/summer casual wear collection 4 kids of d age grp 8-12

Jersey n Denim r d mainly used fabrics along wid cotton

D Dilemma z ova.... M free :))

Finally after 8 months of 'confused-brainy' days... m finally able 2 make a decision

Its so ova.... N m feeling much betta nw

I thot it was gonna b a bit difficult 4 me....

Bt ironicallyyy.... m fine... absolutely fine

I cud jus laugh it out.... Woaahhh!!! Mei cheez kya hoo?? ;)

M so glad dat its ova....

Pheww... Bt i had a gud time though :))

A Late Realization.... :(

I'd betta snap outta dat dream.....
Its alredy way too late... I kno.....
Still....... Early d better!!!
Wen did i start falling 4 him???
I donno.... It mite b jus an infactuation..... Jus a passing fancy....
Bt woteva it is... I cnt let it go dis way nemore
I jus cnt afford 2 get evn more close 2 him......
I cnt get obsessed..... Its lyk an addiction.....
He has become a part of ma evryday lyf....
Widout him ma day's incomplete....
So Filmyyy.... Bt alas!!! Dis z wot m goin thru nw....
Neva thot dat i'd once be in dis place....
I shudnt hv..... Bt i don regret it though.....
Cos dis z d most beautiful thing dat has eva happened 2 me
I can tell jus abt nethin 2 him.....
No matter hw bad ma mood z, after talkin 2 him 4 a while, i can see myself smiling :)
But... But.... Butttttttt...........
Despite all dese, i still cnt get goin dis way......
Cos dis z so nice 2 b true.....
Coz, waiting 4 him.... Is like waiting 4 d snowflakes in d scorchin sun..... hopeless n pointless.....!!!
Its neva gonna work out....
Finally both r jus gonna end up as miserable as d word 'Miserable'!!!!

Thot of not pickin up his calls frm nw on.....May b switchin it off 4 some days......N no orkuttin n gtalk......
Stay away frm him in every possible way.....
Bt dis z so not 'ME'....
N i don think i can do dis... Coz nw he's d only 1 hu keeps me goin.........
Ma oasis.... Ma smile.... Ma lyf roxxx 2day bcoz of him.....
Things r so beautiful nw dat m scared whether in a later stage v mite both end up hurt
Dis z wots pulling me bak.....
Wot shud i do???
Let things go d way its nw n love lyf lyk neva b4???
Or prevent a pain 4 an eternity n get bak 2 ma previous lyf dat totally suxxx???
Neway m gonna get screwed in d end....
Darnnnnn..... Wot a Dilemma!!!

Amazing Ads....

While browsing i happened 2 come across some very interestin Ads....

Jus thot of sharing 'em wid u guys....

Its the add of a car named Mini Cooper, wich has been placed @ d opening of a subway

Who eva has thot of dis.... hats off!!!

Here u hv d Rexona deo's Ad. Amazing.......

Creativity has no limits.... Nw i realize it.....

D image says it all.....

Was goin thru net n saw dis pic...

So cuteeeeee.....

Many a times v get d same feeling n d artist has brought dat on to a piece of paper in such a simple wayyy

D simplest way of expressin smthin so damn complicated!!!
Well i thot it wud b d easiest way of expressin wot m feelin rite nw, by uploadin dis.....
Hv neva got a pic wich depicts jus wot m feeling....
Dis z d 1st time......


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HODF Statement

These r ma work done as part of an assignment given 2 us for th subject History of Design & Fashion (HODF).....

Well it was lyk v had 2 come up wid a statement dat co-relates d terms Art, Design, Fashion & Style along wid a pic supporting it.... So dats wot i hv done here

After a lotta trial n error thing, i came down to 3 statements....

Luckily ma'am liked all of dese 3

Bt ma fvrt z d last 1

Hope i get nice marks too.......

Goddyyy plzzz......... Help me 2 raise ma SGPA to a betta level

I donna wanna stay lyk a trash all d time

This was the 1st 1 i had made.... Hmmmm..... Not dat satisfied.... Bt its k...

This 1 is kinda ok ok...

Hmmm...... Ma fvrt!!!

U wnt believe i made all dese 3 in d last 30 mins of ma submission....

Ma'am was lik "Did u really make dis urself??"

Well i was always d lazy student in d class...

So no wonder she was shocked

Still not sure whether she's convinced dat i only made dese....

neways d submission z done n i believe i'hv done it smhow well

As long as m satisfied wid ma work... nothing really matters

Not evn d grades...

Thaqq Goddyy.... 4 bringing me thru :)

Evr thot of ur most dreaded curse turning into a blessing???

Well dats ma whole 5th sem z all abt

I had spoiled ma whole sem brk worrying abt dis.... abt wot its gonna b lyk

Bt Goddy did bring me thru.... Dat too in a far far betta way dan i had evr imagined

He has been always so caring all thru ma lyf

Still i kept on complaining dat he's blind 2 ma blues......

Bt nw i realize.... it was me hu has been actually blind...

2wards his evr 4givin love.......

Ma lyf z now happier dan ever..... :)

Much betta dan i had thot it evr wud b

D nites hv gone wen i used 2 pray 4 'no 2morrows'!!!

Lyf z fulla energy n positive feelings

Finally things did fall in its place.... Phewwww!!!

Cnt thank u enof...

N i kno m not tryin hard enof 4 dat too....

Wot 2 do....

M still dat bloody human hu can fall 4 d silly 'forbidden fruit' !!!! :P

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Confuseddd !!!!

Y is it always dis confusion??
Y is it always so hard 2 jus spit it out??
U kno everythins gonna b fine.... Still y dis hesitation??? Dis awkwardness....???
M glad m not d only 1 on dis path neway....
Despite all...... Der's a warmth in dis.... A spl kinda happiness!!!
Wish i cud scream n say wat i want to in front of d whole world.......
Still d same awkwardness creeps into ma head...n webs all around ma brain
May b dats xactly wots happening on d other end!!!
Hmmmm...... The 'Other end'!!!!
Speekin abt dat..... dese days dat 'awkward' feeling z slightly vanishing....
Its becomin a part of a daily routine
Hv got habituated 2 dis way of living ma lyf.....
Or is d rite word 'Addicted'??
I donno...... Still confused... Damn confused!!!!!
Darnnnnnn!!! M such a dumbo....... :(

'Love Aaj Kal'

Was watchin d movie ' Love Aaj Kal '

Not as gud as 'Jab we Met', bt was ok-ok...

Hmmm.........

Was tryin 2 relate things all thru d movie....

Wen did i evn start relating things wid ma lyf???

Wel it was kinda fun :)

So much Confusion.... Frustration.........

Hopin 4 a Happy Ending!!!

Crappppp....... Idiottttttt!!!! :P

Hey 4got tell ya...

2day 4 d 1st time in ma lyf, i tasted Budweiser Feny

Feny wid sprite!!!

I neva had nethin frm d alcohol family....

Other dan home made wine n wen i was a kid, toddy too.... Dat was jus 4 once k

Bt i like both....

Dis Feny was also smwot like d wine....

Bt i was finding a bit difficult finishin one glass... Bt it was k

Actually i wanted 2 taste Vodka....

N i had had this thinkin it was Vodka only

Nw dat m havin it 4 d 1st time, hw'd i distinguish eachother!!

So neways... in short... I had a glass of Feny!!! Dats it!!!

Ohh God!!! Jus nw a thunder struck....

Soooo loudd....

I don really rememb d last time i heard a thunder in hyd

Was it last yr?? Or may b in d beginning of dis yr???

Wot rubbish m i talkin?? N 2 whom??

Dis Dumb screen dat jus stares bak @ me??

Neway no1 z gonna read all dese shit-stuff

So.. kya farak padta hai???

Yet noder feather 2 ma 'Daily Craps'!!!

Lolzzz...... Lolzzzzz..... :D

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The Trashing-Demon Celebration!!!!

Wish i cud slip in to a deep serene slumber...

Bt hw wud I wen nitemares r waiting...

Rite @ ma lashes.... jus 2 c 'em kiss!!!!

( 30th August 2009 )

Uff!!! M gonna kill dat bastard!!!!!!!

Bloody jerk....

He thot he cud jus keep on doin wateva he likes n i wnt do nethin abt it??

Well he was rite i guess..

Wot did i do after all???

Suffered evry damn thing like n idiot???

Like a dumb ass wid no responding powers??

I used 2 think myself so strong.....

Bold enof to liv a life d way i wanted 2....

Neva knew dat deep inside... I was always so fragile...

So weak as d word 'weak'!!!

Sorry i get a bit hyper wen i get emotional.... :P

Pardon ma language....

Bt believe me.... I don really regret it !!!

Finally its over... Nw he cnt do me nethin

M d happiest person in dis world 2 c 'em leave dis place

Finallyyyyyyyyyy........... Yuhoooooooo

2day was d Onam celebration.... Well 4 d rest it was so....

4 me it was d real celebration....n it has nothin 2 do wid onam k....

I was celebrating d moment of trashing away a demon frm ma lyf!!!

A Fuckin Demon!!!!

Shittt!!! Ab iske baad aur kya bahane banaoo??? :(

Sorry ppl... i hvnt told u guys abt dis....

Guess its not d time yet

Chalo.... Baad mei bata deti hoo....

Agar mood hai to.... :P

A drop of tear to a broad shinning smile!!! :)

" Often v get irritated of some of our 'chatter box' frds...
Bt u'll neva realize hw much a person 2 whom v can talk 2..... hu'd listen wot u hv 2 say....really means, until u r left all alone!!! "

2day mng itself v had Draping... Malini D's session!!!
Phewwwww!!!
She always makes ma knee caps both wrestle
Her jus 1 stare z enof 2 make d whole class shiver
Dats Malini !!!
Bt i lyk her... Al though she scares me a gr8 deal, i shud admit dat she's a really gud n able teacher
N do hv gr8 respect 4 her

2day u kno wot happened??
V wer supposed 2 bring brown sheet 2 d class n i 4got (nothin new abt dat)
Den gathering all ma strenghth i went 2 her n said d prob n asked d permission 2 go n get it frm ma room
She was lyk "I cnt help it !!" Not really angry, bt yeah... maintaing her usual serious tone
Well she din really want 2 scold me 4 a such a silly thing
Bt cudnt giv an excuse jus 2 me.... Der wer quite a few ppl hu hadnt brought it
No matter hw many times she has scolded me, i kno she do hv a sorta compassion 4 me
May b seein ma pathetic situation :P
After a while she only asked d rest of d class n got me a piece of sheet wich sm1 had as xtra
Still ma mood got off :(

I kno m being silly..... May b 'Over sensitive' wud suit here betta.
I cudnt stop thinkin abt it during d class
D more i thot abt it, d more i got depressed
It wasnt abt ma'am scoldin me @ al.....
Things so happened dat...... ummmmmm..... errrr..... I felt all alone!!!
Wid not a single soul 2 care abt me n a few hu secretly rejoiced seein wot I was goin thru
It really hurts!!!
Dis z wot i had written in d beginning in d red letters all abt!!
I had 2 try so hard 2 blink bak dose tears dat wer tryin 2 escape ma eye lids
N evn mor hard 2 wear a smile n act cool while facing ma classmates
Cathy was keepin on askin 4 dis n dat
And I cud hardly manage bringing ma voice out :(
Bt b4 d 1st break itself i was bak 2 normal luckily.

>> Den Brunch
>> Bak 2 Drapin
>> Lunch Brk
>> AOT (Appreciation of Textiles), a dumb subject
>> Again a brk
>> FID (Fashion Illustration & Design), Fatima n her Bina Abling... Ufff!!!
>> Yet noder brk (had a chaat frm canteen)
>> Bak 2 FID
>> Bak 2 room...... Finally!!!

I was so eager 2 write 2day's blog
N den as usual, i came n opened orkut n FB
Lotsa frds online......
Weneva i think of not chattin, all ma frds seems 2 find a particular interest in comin online
N i easily giv in too...
N lyk always m writin dis blog late nite :P

2day after a few days' gap, ma frd Anson was online, hum i call 'Thotti' (Coz he's too lean n tall... 6" i guess)
He had lost his wallet along wid his debit card n coll ID n 5000 bucks 2 days back
So he was a bit downcast abt dat
Well i kno xactly hw dat feels... Coz i too hv been thru d same situation
It tuk abt a week 4 me 2 get over it
I was feelin so guilty 4 makin ma mom's hardwork go 4 nothin.... 2 some filthy jerk's hands, jus bcoz of ma carelessness :(
I had cried so bitterly dat day
Dat week was 1 of d WORST weeks i evr had 2 go thru due 2 som other reasons as well
N @ dat time i din hav ne1 wid hum i cud share all dese
Ans was in Kerala dat time
Apart frm ma sissy, he z ma only buddy 2 whom i share ma evry lil happinez n probs...ummm well...almost all
Smtimes i'll hv 2 censor a few part... Bt its k

So dis z d whole point.....
I kno hw it feels wen u don hv anyone 2 pour out all ur griefs n frustrations
So jus lent him some of ma time
Well i did try 2 make him feel betta.... Donno hw far i've succeded in dat,
Bt still.... @least i tried....
Hmmm.... Rite nw he's online in Mesngr....
Wot d hell z he doin der so late neways???
Watevaaa..... Nona ma bussinez!!!
I myself is a nite owl n commentin on others.... hmmm
Chalo... lets call it a day nw

Finally as concludin, lemme tell ya guys....
(In case som insane person z mad enof 2 read ma crazy posts.....)
Do try bein a lil sensitive 2 dose hu r goin thru some rough time
Try 2 b compassionate rather dan turning ur bak on 'em
Giv a shoulder 2 cry on.... a lil time 2 comfort 'em
Trust me... It'll feel lyk heaven 2 dat person
Plzzz don miss a chance 2 make som1 happy
Hu knos.... It may happen 2 u as well !!
Put urself in deir shoes n think.... U'll kno jus wot u hv 2 do :)

"Treat others d way u want urselves 2 b treated"

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One fine day...... :)

Was an ok-ok kinda day

Nothin really happened wich was worthy 2 b mentioned

Jus an uneventful day.....

Still it wasnt borin....

One Fine Day...!!!

Well i was pretty excited abt ma new blog al day

Was waiting 2 get bak 2 ma room n start pouring out in here

Bt wot?? I still donno.......

U guys wud hv neva met any1 as confused as i am

All ma lyf, dats wot i was..... "Confused"!!!

Unusually it was raining by d afternoon....

Hyd isnt really a fvrt place for monsoon

I hv hardly seen it raining here

Jus a lil bit of drizzling... Dats all

May b its bcoz of dat climatic change in Vizag

I stil donno wots dat all abt

Well i had overheard som of ma classmates saying abt some minor tremors in Vizag recently

Al though i had googled it, i din c nethin as such

Well din really luk 4 it dat keenly

Jus searched once n den gave up

Neway m not @ all interested in nethin happening in Vizag or anywer

M a person hu's least interested in ne affairs other dan dose wich r related 2 me

Its not lyk i don care 4 others or nethin lyk dat

Its jus dat m too careless... Well frankly speakin, in ma own matters itself, i hardly show d maturity a 19 yr old z supposed 2 hav!!!

Ma mom always tells me 2 change dat attitude.... dat it'd always lead me 2 trouble

I totally agree 2 wot she said...

Ummm.... After all dese dumb things i hv done so far..... som of wich hv made me pay quite heavily.... I'll hv 2 agree 2 dat

I really do wanna change dis

Bt i jus cant help it :(

Hope Mr. Goddy put in som effort 2 make things betta... sighhhhhh....

Thnk God, ma sissy isnt lyk me :)

Offooo..... All dese regrets n negativityyyy

I guess time 2 change d topic

Hmmm....... Its still raining out der

I hate rain.... (Despite d fact dat i hv joined in a comm named "I love to walk in rain" in orkut).

Well i do feel lyk walkin n smtimes evn dancing in d rain

Bt very occasionally....

M actually frm the so called God's Own Country, where v get ample downpour

N evry monsoon gifts me @least a nasty cold wich wud last 4 minimum a month

All d time sneezing, kich-kich n d worst part......running nose!!! Aggrrrrrrr :x

N wen v get out.... all dose dirty puddles...mud...n moisture drenches u

M a person hu likes 2 walk (if i hv a company)

Bt in d monsoon season...... don evn think abt it

U can keep jumping over puddle left-right-left makin sure u reaches ur destination spic n span

Bt d vehicles passing by'll neva miss deir target 'aka' YoU!!! :P

Nw m a bit exaggerating ;)

Chalo aaj ke liye yeh hi kafi hai....

Hv started yawning again... Hwaaaaahhh!!!

Hope 2morro it wnt b cloudy

Well its k bein cloudy, bt i don wanna c it raining again

If its so necessary, Goddyyy.... make it a simple drizzle k

Chalo den.... i bid bye hoping 4 a sunny day!!! :)

God seems 2 b on a vacation.... ;)

Its been a really nice day.... While lukin over all........ its been a pleasant n nice week
I donno after all wots wrong wid Mr. Goddy...
He's supposed 2 bring some kinda twist in ma lyf weneva smthin z abt 2 get rite
Bt one whole week passed off smoothly
N i find myself happy..... :)
May b he's on a holiday... :P


Sad 2morro z monday....
All ma sunday nites r gloomy jus bcoz of dis bloody monday
I don remeb a single day i hv waited 4 monday 2 come
Friday was always ma fvrt day wid 2 holidays ahead


Wot d hell m i goin on babbling??
Well d thing z, m not really used 2 dis whole blogging stuff
So... a bit confused
Bt rite nw i feel lyk keepin on writing watever comes 2 ma mind


Hmmm.......
M watchin d video "I got a feeling" by Black Eyed Peas nw
2day only ma frd Sumi gave dis song.
So jus checkin it out
2day u kno wot i did d whole day??
Was sleepin most of d time....
Went 2 ma LG's place n der also.... Zzzzzzz.....
Some sleepy ghost seems 2 be entered ma body
N m yawning nw..... Hwaaaaa.......!!!!!!
N hu's dis giving me missd calls @ dis hr??
Lemme go check
Hmmmm.... Sajithoottan.... Jus lyk i guessed
Well he's Sajith Abraham... Ma schoolmate
A gr8 buddy.....
He gives all his frds missd b4 he goes 2 bed
Dats our style of wishin gunnite :)
I miss 'em all....... dose gud old days....
Sad dat i cnt get 'em bak again.......
I used 2 hate dose days... ma class....ma skool.....
Bt nw..... m yearning 2 go bak n relive dose beautiful moments
Ma mom was rite.... Skool days wer indeed d golden days of lyf
Bt lyk evry1 else i was interested in gettin outta d shell n get 2 d coll
All dose memories.... Not really in sepia.... Bt sure is nostalgia!!!

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Hv i made a wrong choice??

I've been thinkin dat i knew wat i wanted n wat m gonna b in ma lyf...
Since ma VIIIth grade i knew dat i wanted 2 b a fashion designer.
For that i chose 2 b a part of NIFT, India's best Fashion Designing Institute.
I was pretty sure dat I was gonna make it no matter hw difficult d entrance xam b...
N i did it!!!
Bt nw wen hv got into NIFT n started knowing hw its gonna work...
I doubt whether I had gone wrong smwer...
Is dis really d career of ma kind???
M quite confident abt ma talents n ma creativity...
Bt ma experience taught me dat here, more dan hardwork, its smartwork dat really works.
N i don think m smart enof 4 dat..
People over here r all so plastic... So artificial... So cunning...
I jus cant figure out hu ma frd n hu ma foe!!
Ders no1 2 trust... no1 2 rely upon...
I cant imagine ma whole life living with such people...
I don want dat glam n fame.. I neither do want dat tempting 5 digit salary...
All i wanted was jus a simple job wich i'd njoy n 4 wich i can giv ma 100%
Bt I don think dat m gonna find happiness in dis career ny longer...
Not nymore.........
Because dese r now beyond ma dreams..