D Dilemma z ova.... M free :))

Finally after 8 months of 'confused-brainy' days... m finally able 2 make a decision

Its so ova.... N m feeling much betta nw

I thot it was gonna b a bit difficult 4 me....

Bt ironicallyyy.... m fine... absolutely fine

I cud jus laugh it out.... Woaahhh!!! Mei cheez kya hoo?? ;)

M so glad dat its ova....

Pheww... Bt i had a gud time though :))

A Late Realization.... :(

I'd betta snap outta dat dream.....
Its alredy way too late... I kno.....
Still....... Early d better!!!
Wen did i start falling 4 him???
I donno.... It mite b jus an infactuation..... Jus a passing fancy....
Bt woteva it is... I cnt let it go dis way nemore
I jus cnt afford 2 get evn more close 2 him......
I cnt get obsessed..... Its lyk an addiction.....
He has become a part of ma evryday lyf....
Widout him ma day's incomplete....
So Filmyyy.... Bt alas!!! Dis z wot m goin thru nw....
Neva thot dat i'd once be in dis place....
I shudnt hv..... Bt i don regret it though.....
Cos dis z d most beautiful thing dat has eva happened 2 me
I can tell jus abt nethin 2 him.....
No matter hw bad ma mood z, after talkin 2 him 4 a while, i can see myself smiling :)
But... But.... Butttttttt...........
Despite all dese, i still cnt get goin dis way......
Cos dis z so nice 2 b true.....
Coz, waiting 4 him.... Is like waiting 4 d snowflakes in d scorchin sun..... hopeless n pointless.....!!!
Its neva gonna work out....
Finally both r jus gonna end up as miserable as d word 'Miserable'!!!!

Thot of not pickin up his calls frm nw on.....May b switchin it off 4 some days......N no orkuttin n gtalk......
Stay away frm him in every possible way.....
Bt dis z so not 'ME'....
N i don think i can do dis... Coz nw he's d only 1 hu keeps me goin.........
Ma oasis.... Ma smile.... Ma lyf roxxx 2day bcoz of him.....
Things r so beautiful nw dat m scared whether in a later stage v mite both end up hurt
Dis z wots pulling me bak.....
Wot shud i do???
Let things go d way its nw n love lyf lyk neva b4???
Or prevent a pain 4 an eternity n get bak 2 ma previous lyf dat totally suxxx???
Neway m gonna get screwed in d end....
Darnnnnn..... Wot a Dilemma!!!

D image says it all.....

Was goin thru net n saw dis pic...

So cuteeeeee.....

Many a times v get d same feeling n d artist has brought dat on to a piece of paper in such a simple wayyy

D simplest way of expressin smthin so damn complicated!!!
Well i thot it wud b d easiest way of expressin wot m feelin rite nw, by uploadin dis.....
Hv neva got a pic wich depicts jus wot m feeling....
Dis z d 1st time......


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Confuseddd !!!!

Y is it always dis confusion??
Y is it always so hard 2 jus spit it out??
U kno everythins gonna b fine.... Still y dis hesitation??? Dis awkwardness....???
M glad m not d only 1 on dis path neway....
Despite all...... Der's a warmth in dis.... A spl kinda happiness!!!
Wish i cud scream n say wat i want to in front of d whole world.......
Still d same awkwardness creeps into ma head...n webs all around ma brain
May b dats xactly wots happening on d other end!!!
Hmmmm...... The 'Other end'!!!!
Speekin abt dat..... dese days dat 'awkward' feeling z slightly vanishing....
Its becomin a part of a daily routine
Hv got habituated 2 dis way of living ma lyf.....
Or is d rite word 'Addicted'??
I donno...... Still confused... Damn confused!!!!!
Darnnnnnn!!! M such a dumbo....... :(

'Love Aaj Kal'

Was watchin d movie ' Love Aaj Kal '

Not as gud as 'Jab we Met', bt was ok-ok...

Hmmm.........

Was tryin 2 relate things all thru d movie....

Wen did i evn start relating things wid ma lyf???

Wel it was kinda fun :)

So much Confusion.... Frustration.........

Hopin 4 a Happy Ending!!!

Crappppp....... Idiottttttt!!!! :P

Hey 4got tell ya...

2day 4 d 1st time in ma lyf, i tasted Budweiser Feny

Feny wid sprite!!!

I neva had nethin frm d alcohol family....

Other dan home made wine n wen i was a kid, toddy too.... Dat was jus 4 once k

Bt i like both....

Dis Feny was also smwot like d wine....

Bt i was finding a bit difficult finishin one glass... Bt it was k

Actually i wanted 2 taste Vodka....

N i had had this thinkin it was Vodka only

Nw dat m havin it 4 d 1st time, hw'd i distinguish eachother!!

So neways... in short... I had a glass of Feny!!! Dats it!!!

Ohh God!!! Jus nw a thunder struck....

Soooo loudd....

I don really rememb d last time i heard a thunder in hyd

Was it last yr?? Or may b in d beginning of dis yr???

Wot rubbish m i talkin?? N 2 whom??

Dis Dumb screen dat jus stares bak @ me??

Neway no1 z gonna read all dese shit-stuff

So.. kya farak padta hai???

Yet noder feather 2 ma 'Daily Craps'!!!

Lolzzz...... Lolzzzzz..... :D

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